Hey, dont give up hope man... Jeanne, my wife, she works at one of the largest hospitals in Boston, RN that leads the IV team. In fact shes on as we speak. She's one of the people that covers the campus, ICU's, oncology units poking you with things and giving meds.. Anyway, I write this to give you hope and tell you to STOP thinking bad thoughts...
She comes home with sad stories, like a woman this week, 25yrs old and 24months pregnant that is likely to die from covid. Sad man....
HOWEVER, there are 1,000 stories of greatness and perseverance from the oncology unit of people that had the will and recovered when there was little hope... I've lived it man, she comes home crying for a mother with stage 4, given little hope and just before they go to "comfort measures", theres a turn and they LIVE!!!!!! FIGHT MAN, get bullshit pissed and she will feed from your strength, your kids will feed from that strength and help her.. Pick your self up, show NO fear!
Im not peddling false hope, I might be out of line, but im telling you straight, and HOPE all of you hear this, THERE IS A CHANCE!!!!. HJeanne sees every day.. PULL YOURSELF UP AND FIGHT!!! A week, year, 10 years from now, you will remember this time as a time you dug in and we all are here to prey your rewarded